IRIS JAY NEWSLETTER #24: Justice For Chuck Beans!

HELLOOOOO NEWSLETTER PEOPLE! Sorry it’s been a grip, the months have sort of smeared together into each other this summer. Going back to Pittsburgh for my first Anthrocon in 12 years was an absolute blast, and I’m eager to try and head back again– even amongst furry cons, there really is no event quite like it. 🙂 It was also nice seeing the Digital Villainy Summit, the online streaming convention I co-founded, raise over $22,000 for the Transgender Law Center this past weekend! Not half bad for a bunch of supervillains. >:3c

I also was privileged enough to slip sideways into Worldcon, the premiere global sci-fi and fantasy convention that’s been running since 1939, since it was being held in Seattle this year. It was at a really fascinating opportunity to attend an event that so many other fandoms sprung forth from, even if I felt sort of alienated from the proceedings. It’s way more of an academic conference than your typical comic con, with the primary focus on the panels rather than the dealer’s floor, and the attendee count skews way older on average than most other events I’ve been to. This year’s Worldcon had a lot of controversy surrounding it on multiple fronts, not least of which was its new practice of using AI tech to select guests for panels instead of, y’know, humans with experience in the scene. There were some panels I really enjoyed, like the “Cyberpunk: What Comes Next?” panel and the “How To Control A Mind” panel, and there were others that felt… less so, due to many panelists feeling at odds with each other. (Shoutout to the sci-fi novelist who kept interrupting the actual prosthetics specialists on the Cybernetics and Prosthetics Today panel with shit like “Well, what if we replaced all our blood with nanomachines? Wouldn’t that be CrAzY???” Like… yeah, I guess? Okay?)

One of the weirdest interactions I had at Worldcon was at SFF author Seanan Maguire’s Sunday panel “You All Need To Get Back On Tumblr”. I could tell that her and her other panelist were very enthusiastic about the fun, low-stress interactions they had with fans and friends on The Internet’s Most Improbably Surviving Social Media Site, and that’s fantastic. Someone made an “I like your shoelaces” joke! Everyone laughed! How grand. However, as someone who basically went cold turkey from Tumblr in 2017 right after the porn ban, the relentless positivity left a sour taste in my mouth. When the panel opened for Q&A’s, I went up to ask about what Tumblr users were currently doing to push back against censorship, either through fighting to reinstate adult content on the site or deposing its current CEO Matt “I Replaced All The Bacteria In My Mouth With Better Bacteria” Mullenweg. The answer I got out of Maguire was disappointingly azy and non-committal– I think she thought I was asking about clean art being incorrectly tagged as NSFW? Which, no, I wish to advertise my explicit erotic art and connect with fans of said art. Tumblr used to be amazing for that, riddled with tech and culture issues though it was; arguably, its discovery and curation tools for independent erotica was one of its biggest selling points. I got the vibe from the panelists that they hadn’t even remotely considered this as a use case for the website, which was, y’know, fine, but also frustrating. After the panel, another attendee came up to me and mentioned that they thought my question was interesting, and that in their personal opinion there was no efforts whatsoever from Tumblr’s userbase to push back on its censorship policies, and that the website isn’t just unsafe for pornographers, it’s unsafe for trans people in general. Yikes! At least they were being honest, I guess. Without the freedom to be queer or horny, Tumblr really does feel like the proverbial DashCon ballpit– a soft, sad little playpen for adult children.

SO HERE’S THE PITCH: If you’re a regular Tumblr user– and I’m gonna start posting these newsletters on my promo account there, so if you’re reading this, hello– and you aren’t thinking the negative impact of censorship on queer and creative community spaces like yours online, you should be. For the last month and change, a lot of tenacious activists (inc. yrs truly!) have been pushing back on the restrictive anti-sex policies that have gotten games, comics, novels and art delisted from sites like Itch.io and Steam, through a committed call, email and letter writing campaign. It’s a fight on multiple fronts– against credit card companies, payment processors like Paypal and Stripe, and banks like Wells Fargo and Citigroup. The United Kingdom’s recent law requiring all websites featuring “adult content” to verify users’ ages with photo identification has only made this issue feel more urgent and relevant; this is not an effort to “make the internet safe for The Innocent Little Children”, it’s a concerted effort to limit the spread of any media the system deems pornographic and subversive, and create a record of subversive people who engage with that media. It’s textbook surveillance state shit, and the credit card companies are paving the way for this practice to spread to the rest of the world! These corporations were not created to be arbiters of culture, and they should not have a say over what is and isn’t obscene art, or what adults do with their own hard-earned money.

You can learn more about fighting back against credit card censorship policies by visiting https://yellat.money , or checking out the Cartoonist Cooperative’s webpage at https://cartoonist.coop/censorship-pay-discrimination/ , which features an e-mail script you can send to over 20 institutions with one click. (I wrote the default email text!) I want you ALL to take action on this, however you can, however much you can. I know it sounds hyperbolic, but the literal, actual future of the entire free Net is at stake.

Well, that’s the big serious thing out of the way! Let’s get on to some news, shall we…

CROSSED WIRES IS ON SPIDERFOREST NOW! NEW UPDATES STARTING THIS THURSDAY!

This year has been pretty quiet for XW updates, I know. A lot of that is because I’ve been busy, but more than I’d like to admit has also admittedly been because of my own brain problems. Obsessing over sticking the landing with Chapter 3 made my brain lock up, and facing the ire of resentful fans– or worse, apathetic ex-fans– felt too terrifying to bear. (I realize this is irrational; Crossed Wires fans have historically never been anything but enthusiastic, kind and understanding. But the fake audience that lives inside my brain… well, that’s another story. Have I mentioned that I’ve been thinking about getting clinically diagnosed for OCD lately?)

This fall, I’d like to fix that attitude. Crossed Wires is a series I’m incredibly proud of, and one I want to keep working on indefinitely, if at all possible. It has so much potential in the worldbuilding and character work I’ve already laid down, and there are so many more rich and relevant stories I can tell with it. In order to kick my own ass into gear, I’ve joined the SpiderForest collective, the oldest continuously active webcomics collective online. They’re a really cool organization with a bunch of awesome comics that you should read, and they’re a hallowed fixture of the webcomics scene. (My first webcomic, Try Everything Once, was hosted on its spinoff site SpiderSpawn for a while back in the late ‘00s, so this is kind of a homecoming for me, in a strange way!) Another big perk, though, is that they require regular updates in order to remain a member. Joining them is, admittedly, also an oblique way to force my own brain to stop getting so anxious about updating XW and just have fun with it again. Crossed Wires will begin updating weekly again this Thursday, September 4th, and will continue on that update schedule until Chapter 3 is finished at the very least. More cyberpunk adventures are also coming soon, as well as… dare I say it?… a new printed volume, way out on the horizon. If you squint, you can just barely make it out…

MEANWHILE: WEDLOCKED

The other webcomic I make alongside my partner, WEDLOCKED, just came back recently from its between-chapter break and is currently updating on Slipshine! This a story about three trans men trying to balance their careers in the wedding industry with a tangled, toxic polyamorous relationship. If you enjoyed the contemporary focus of Split Check but wish it were a little more drama-focused, or if you’re a sicko homo and/or fujoshi who likes watching awful guys bang it the fuck out, this is the prestige porn series for YOU. Subscribe today! Slipshine is well worth your money, especially right now with so much erotic content online under attack. Help us… so we can help YOU (jerk off)!

ARCHIVE EDITION: ALL ABOUT IRIS, PLUS OTHER PATREON STUFF

This month’s Archive Edition is all about my fursona, Iris the robotic secretary bird! (She’s not named after me, I’m named after her. It’s Complicated.) She’s very special to me, and earlier this summer I wrote and drew a little zine about her to hand out at Anthrocon as a little freebie. The zine is collected here digitally, along with some reference sheets and illustrations of her from 2014 up to this year. Iris is very special to me– I definitely wouldn’t be the person I am today without her. You can think of this AE as a companion piece to June’s furry badge showcase, except this one is a little more… personally vulnerable, I suppose. I hope you enjoy it!

I also want to take some time to talk about the future of my Iris Jay Patreon. To part the kimono a bit here, I’m running out of fully-fleshed short comics and collections of material from my archives that I’d feel would be worth showing to you as Archive Editions. I could pull out old, old sketchbooks to scour and scan for more content, but that’d be a big time investment for results that wouldn’t, I fear, be a huge draw for new readers. I could create new comics and art for it, but that’d be even more of a significant time investment that I can’t afford on top of three webcomics, plus assorted contracts and video work, plus actually having other hobbies and social interactions like a normal fucking human. So: I’m switching things up. There are a few ways I’m planning on doing this:

1. I’m restructuring my pledge tiers to make $2 the entry-point tip jar tier, called the READER tier. READER tier subscribers will get access to all of my writing, and will be able to see Crossed Wires pages on the same day that they go up on my public site. The $5 tier will now be called the EXPLORER tier, and will feature early access to Crossed Wires comic pages and reposts of archived art and comic pages (see below). There’ll also be a new $10 RESEARCHER tier as well; RESEARCHER tier patrons will receive high resolution files my Crossed Wires comic pages, in every stage of their development. Legends also foretell…. Of a fourth tier, hidden somewhere in the mists…. ‘,:|a

2. Starting in October, instead of doing an Archive Edition PDF every month, I’m going to be reposting my first graphic novel from 2008, Epiphany, one page per week, along with added present-day commentary and any extra materials and development notes I can dig up. I’m going to call this EPIPHANY: EXEGESIS, and I’m planning on running it over the next few years alongside any new stuff I produce. This is both a fun way to revisit the book that first put me on the map for a lot of readers, and to keep my blog active with updates without adding a whole bunch of extra work on my part.

3. I’m planning on doing more text blogging. Yes, I know I said I was going to do this in January, but this time is different. This time… I have a new refurbished Linux laptop and three months alone in the house while Nero is away on an art residency. I want to write more about what I’m reading/playing/cooking/thinking about/whatever, and I want them to feel casually tossed off, like these newsletter posts. Ideally, I’ll write a new thing and post it on here every one to two weeks, and I’ll probably keep them free so I can mirror them on my Comradery (more on that below), personal blog and Tumblr. Hopefully they can entice a few people into subscribing. Enjoy hearing more from me than you ever possibly wanted!

4. I’m starting up a mirror subscription page over on Comradery, a new, collectively owned subscription site. For a long, long while now, Patreon has been repeatedly proven that they don’t really give much of a shit about anyone other than their biggest earners. They keep taking bigger and bigger bites out of creator earnings, and they keep changing their website in obtuse and arbitrary ways. Comradery is trying to do some interesting things in the space, and though they don’t have a stable enough relationship to permit explicit erotic content (they WANT to eventually, but nothing’s set as of yet, grumble groan etc). In the event Patreon finally decides to let the other shoe drop on everyone who isn’t a Mr. Beast scale celebrity, I want to still be able to do my thing on a site run by people who give a shit about artists. My page isn’t live yet– I still have to get it approved by the rest of the cooperative– but once it is, it’ll be another cool way to support my work!

All of these notes only apply to my Iris Jay Patreon, btw. My super spicy Distressed Egg Patreon account is doing great. Hell yes, no notes. My only news point there is that I may start a SubscribeStar mirror sometime in the fall for similar reasons to Point 4 here, just, y’know, just in case. Ahaha.

THIS NEWSLETTER HAS GONE ON LONG ENOUGH, SO INSTEAD OF A MEDIA BLAST I’M JUST GONNA YELL ABOUT SOME FRIENDS OF MINE WHOM YOU CAN SUPPORT

– My girlfriend Rose just put out Nature of Rebar, a polished-up collection of poetry she wrote during the pandemic. Rose specializes in visceral, dreamlike free verse that digs deep into raw, strange subconscious landscapes. Go buy it on Itch!

– A friend of mine, Wren, is dealing with some wild tax debt due to some shady ex-employer shenanigans and needs urgent help with covering the bill. Read more and lend a hand here!

– My friend Sarah’s VIDREV video essay review blog is back off hiatus with some cool new reviews! Sarah is an experienced documentarian with a lot of cool opinions about the emerging genre of Youtube-based educational and critical programming. Go read it!

– My friend Aurelina’s adorable Shiba Inu, Himeko, had a health scare recently, and she’s accepting donations to cover her vet bill! Aurelina hosts the Furry Found Footage channel on Youtube, and her work is a treasure trove of lesser-known film, TV and commercial animation from around the world. Her stuff is worth a watch, and her dog is worth a pet. Help her out!

– My friend Samantha is reviewing anime from this summer over on her Patreon! I love all of Sam’s amazing media criticism writing on film, comics and animation over on her blog Storming the Ivory Tower (her article on perennially underrated series Dance Dance Danseur is an all-time fave), and these bite-size reviews are an exciting introduction to her sharp, incisive commentary.

– My husband Nero is heading down to Guadalajara, Mexico for a three-month artist residency as I’m typing this! There isn’t any sort of actionable thing I’m asking you to do here, other than maybe subscribing to his Patreon. Also send him psychic good luck beams with your mind as hard as possible, as I am and will be until December. I MISS HIM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! AAAAUUGHGHGHH. ; A ; )/)

Anyways, that’s all for now! Sweet dreams and good luck with your schemes, readers. Drink water and check your email, and I’ll talk to you again… very soon. >:3c

-IJ!

IRIS JAY EMAIL NEWSLETTER #21: So Many Gay Little Drinks, So Little Time

[BLOG-EXCLUSIVE NOTE: hey y’all! I’m going to be using this blog more often as a place to post sketch comics, newsletters and life updates in general from here on out. Social media sucks, and I need to get more into using the personal sites I already have set up. Let’s gooooo…]

Hello everyone! It’s been a bit, I know, apologies. During the start of February, I was rushing to finish any last minute work I had before I left for Tokyo for the rest of the month, so while I got an Archive Edition out (more on that later), I didn’t quite have enough time to bang out a newsletter. What a trip, though! Two weeks and change of sights, sounds, flavors and experiences I’ll be reminiscing on for a long time. I’d share more, except I actually kept a journal comic of our whole trip that I’ll be releasing over on my blog once I finish cleaning it up. Below is a little excerpt, about a conversation I had with one of the stewardesses on the flight there:

Journaling during the trip was really fun! It reminded me that writing shit down helps me remember stuff better later– a pretty obvious lesson, I know, but my memory is shit and I’m not the biggest shutterbug, so when I go on trips my memories of them often melt into a few standout moments or hazy anecdotes. Offloading memories onto something I can reread later makes me feel like I’m not just throwing those days away, like golden coins tossed one by one into a dark well. It makes me want to keep doing autobiographical sketch comics, a genre I’d previously worried was too navel-gazey and uninteresting to market. It’s okay to want to make things for me, though. And, shit, getting down any kind of record of what life is like right now is probably a good thing, jeez.

So hey! Look forward to that soon, and until then, we’ve got a bunch of other stuff to talk about!

TENTATIVE SPRING EVENT SCHEDULE, BARRING INTERNATIONAL CATASTROPHE

I said 2025 was going to be an “ON” year for events, and though getting into events has been a little odd (I can’t believe I got snubbed from Anthrocon! Maaaaan!), I’ve got an exciting docket of shows coming up, and I only might have to cancel one of them due to fear of getting blackbagged at the border by our psychotic fascist government! Check it out:

APRIL 19 – YCH MARKET, Courtyard City Center Hotel, Portland, Oregon (part of the YCH Party, a furry kink event)

MAY 1-31 – NIB & INK FEST, online, with the Cartoonist Cooperative

MAY 2-4 – SEATTLE EROTIC ART FESTIVAL, Seattle Center Exhibition Hall, Seattle, Washington

JUNE 7-8 – TORONTO COMIC ARTS FESTIVAL, Mattamy Athletic Centre, Toronto, Ontario, Canada

I’m trying to go to a broader range of local and online events these days– it’s less expensive, it’s less exhausting, and it’s a great way to connect on a more personal level with attendees than at some monolithic megacon. I visited ECCC on Sunday for a few hours this weekend, and like… just the quick peek really cemented my total lack of desire to do that con again unless something major changes. It’s so bullshit that they make independent artists shell out so much for convention floor real estate, just to put them through the wringer for four days straight. (Also, as a side note: we’ve gotta be hitting market oversaturation for fan art prints, right? I get that they lead to easier impulse buys than original comics and art, but holy shit, there were so many print walls in the Alley this year. It feels creatively drab, especially the artists who basically do carbon-copies of one single pose or style over and over with various celebrities or pop culture characters. Sure, it makes a buck now, but in five years, in ten years, will they still be churning this stuff out? Do they feel creatively nourished? I know, I know, I’m a hater, and this is way too long for a parenthetical aside. But still! Wow! Where are all the comics at this show?!)

There are still other events I’d like to go to later this year but haven’t been confirmed for yet. Seattle Pride and Trans Pride in Capitol Hill, BWPcon at Books with Pictures in Portland, and Biggest Little Fur Con in Reno, Nevada are all shows I’d love to check out. DVS7 is still in early planning stages, but that’ll be another fun online event. I can’t do as many shows as I used to when I was younger and less [take your pick: busy/bone-tired/existentially vulnerable], but I still love getting out and saying hi to readers new and old. It’s nice to feel like I’m not throwing my work into a big hole, y’know? So long as they don’t throw me into an actual hole trying to get into Canada in May, ahahaha! I hate my stupid country so god damn much. Please come to these shows and say hi so we can both remember what joy feels like.

ARCHIVE EDITION: TRY EVERYTHING ONCE

February marked a very special day in personal history: the 20-year anniversary of my first webcomic’s launch! To celebrate, I went down to the sub-sub-basement of my archives and dug up that first webcomic in its (near-)entirety. TRY EVERYTHING ONCE is the earliest thing you’ll ever read from me, and it’s a wild look at what’s changed in the two decades since (and, er, what hasn’t). If you haven’t already, subscribe to my Patreon for just $5 a month and check it out! Just, if you do, please. Be kind to my ambitious little teenage self…

PARADISE LUST AVAILABLE IN PRINT NOW!

For those of you who missed the crowdfunding campaign, rejoice and be glad! Hardback and PDF copies of BOOK OF SHADOWS: PARADISE LUST are available in the Fortuna Media online shop. PARADISE LUST features an all-star lineup of illustrators riffing on the concept of angel sex in forty beautiful spot-color illustrations. The book itself is designed by co-editor Hye M., and features a wraparound white-on-white UV spot gloss cover by other co-editor Nero O’Reilly. I’m co-editor number three! We’re all very proud of how this book came out, and we hope you’ll enjoy it too– just make sure to nab yourself a copy soon, as remaining quantities are limited.

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DISTRESSED EGG SEXUAL FUN ZONE: SYBIL #3 AVAILABLE IN PRINT NOW!

More printed smut news from my kinkier, yiffier alter-ego Distressed Egg: Print copies of THE SCANDALOUS SYBIL THROAT #3: “SLEEPWALKIN’!” are now available to order in the Iris Jay Shop! Magic, music and hypnosis collide in this sexually explicit adventure in Sin City, starring everyone’s favorite mad scientist Dr. Sybil Throat and her hapless hench Laura “Sparey” Perry. Each beefy 52-page copy comes with a free bookmark featuring Perry, too! Discerning sickos WILL want to grab a copy for their library. Go take a look!

D.Egg work has become enough of a component of my job that I feel like it’s weird to not include it in these newsletters. If you’re under 18 or you’re not into wilder smut, just keep scrolling– I’ll never make you look at anything you don’t want to. I’m not going to apologize over this side of my art existing, though! There are so many ideological and political forces out there right now that would love for all trans-positive erotica to vanish from the world along with trans people in general, so I feel like being open about this counts as an act of spiteful resistance.

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MEDIA BLAST: HOOOOOOOH SHIT HAVE YOU HEARD THIS NEW DARKSIDE ALBUM?

NOTHING. That’s what it’s called. I doubt it’ll be good SEO, but I doubt Jaar, Harrington and Esparza give a shit. This album mixes buttery neo-disco and dub with juddering electroclash and noisy textures, and the result sounds like a peak-era LCD Soundsystem album fed through a wood chipper and glued back together. Lead single “Graucha Max” is a riotous highlight that flips inside-out two-thirds of the way through, turning into an ass-shaking club remix of itself that I really hope will get a full 12″ release in the future. This is a strong contender for my album of the year. Go listen to it, jerk!

Also while we’re here, I’d also like to rep my friend Sam Keeper’s long-running STORMING THE IVORY TOWER blog, where she posts trenchant mechanical and social analysis on a variety of media. She just posted a new article in her “Hey Look At This Comic” series while I was typing this newsletter, and I’m using it as a little motivational “treat” to get me to blast through finishing it before reading, because they’re always so well-written and funny, and they never fail to make me think about comics in a way I didn’t previously expect. As social media continues to melt into a wet, gloppy pile of shit, blogs are the past and future of self-expression on the Internet. Give Sam’s a try!

That’s all for this month. Next month: more Crossed Wires (hopefully), some interesting project announcements (ideally), and more pissing and moaning about the state of things (most definitely). The horrors continue, but so do the little zines. Love each other, don’t give up on tomorrow, and don’t forget to DRINK WATER and CHECK YOUR EMAIL, everyone!

-IJ

review: Asteroid City (2023, dir. Wes Anderson)

frame from the film Asteroid City. a small research station sits next to a crater in the desert, lit up by tiny spotlights, beneath a dusky sky.

I’m trying to catch up on a lot of films that I missed in 2023, so I watched Asteroid City a couple days ago while doing some overtime comic page inking in on the couch. I’d heard a lot of big hubbub about it being The Best Wes Film In Years etc etc, but my ultimate prognosis was: it was fine? I guess?? I don’t know if I got as much out of it as others did, but that also might be a “me” problem.

Spoilers for Asteroid City to follow.

Continue reading review: Asteroid City (2023, dir. Wes Anderson)

i’m blogging again! wow!

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Heyo! Been a while, hasn’t it?

It’s no secret: social media is bullshit and everything sucks even harder now, possibly forever. I also want to get quicker and better at writing, and I’m tired of trying to bend my thoughts into shapes other people’s websites demand. SO: this year, I’m gonna try blowing the dust off this blog and posting long-form again, about art I’ve enjoyed (or not enjoyed) recently as well as life events and whatever else passes through my mind. I don’t want this to turn into a chore, so let me phrase things as “it will be nice if I can do one post a week about something”. Not required, just nice. Also I’m not doing character minimums or anything like that; this is a casual pursuit, not a meat grinder.

If you like what I write, feel free to comment! It’d be a nice change from the eleven billion Russian bots spamming dick pill ads into my inbox. I’ll also be crossposting these to my Cohost page, since that’s really the only social media site I still use regularly anymore that respects long-form posts, but if you’re reading this here then you’re getting The Full Experience. Feel free to add me to your RSS feed, too, if you’re a freak for that kind of thing. Cheers and enjoy!